Saturday, September 18, 2004

Huge Problems on the Horizon

Alright Im having girl problems lol. Im not sure how many guys actually rant about their chics but here it goes.
I want my ex back. I want to get back with her. But at the sametime I want to see other people. Weve tried the friends with benefits and it just didnt work. We almost hated eachother by the end. But I love her. More then anything. I want her back. I want to see other people. What am I suppose to do? Weve spent a long time going back and forth back and forth. We broke it off this last time cause I wanted to see other people. But I want her. I hang out with her now, cause we are trying to be friends, and I just realize that I want her back. My current "somewhat girlfriend" doesnt do it for me. I mean she does. But she doesnt. Im seriously confused. Because I know if I get back with her things with be perfect. If we can do things right this time. Not be obsessive and dumb. We had a lot of problems when we were together. I never thought I would say this... men shouldnt even have to feel this... but to much sex. I lost my drive in the end.
So what would I do if I got back with her. I DONT HAVE A FUCKING CLUE! Spend less time with her then we did. We could go to parties, she likes to party. We could hang out with other people. Right now I dont hang out with to many people. 5 or 6 different people. But she knows lots of people. Sex... not for a while. And once we start doing it, do it in different ways, and not so often. Cuddle. I want to cuddle her. I dont want to only cuddle her before we have sex. Thats what I used to do. I never thought I would ask for LESS sex. Did you? I feel weird. How do I get her back? How do I dump my current girlfriend and get her back? My "gf" is a dumb ass immature bitch. She is everything I hate. Why am I dating her?
Tips for guys reading this: Less sex, more cuddling. To much sex leads to a dull sex life eventually. Dont spend your waking minutes together.! Holy fuck, I think we spent everyday together. More then that maybe. And we didnt do anything. Just sat around. I just got my license about... 2-3 weeks ago. License is important. You can go do stuff.
Anyone know what Im talkin about here? I dont want to lose her. I want her back. How do I become ok with just one person? WHY do I need to see other people? wtf is wrong with me? I love her. Help!
Ok, I noted about 20 sum people, and no one noted me back. Whats up with that?

I hung out with my friend today. It was great. He called me a nigger. I was in hysterics. I thought it was hillarious. (Im white and I dont mean to offend people) But it was so funny because hes christan and he looked at me and he goes "you kno what PK, your a dumb ass nigger" And Im thinking, Im white. You said Dumb ass AND you said Nigger. Not very christianly if you ask me eh? I pert near pissed myself. lol. :) Gotta love those christans. Sellf rightious sonsabitchs. Im gonna jet to bed. Im to bored to stay awake. Blessed sleep. Is it just me or can everyone else turn their sleep on and off? I love it. I can sleep anytime I want to.

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Oh by the way, I figured out how to put music on the site. I picked one of my favorite songs. Ill change it soon. But if anyone wants to IM me just because they can, that would be alright.
Aim:PKdisgruntled

1 Comments:

Blogger Jeff said...

Holy shit man it's weird how much I can relate to your girl problem. I had something with a girl I knew a while ago we were off and on for 4 years though we're friends now and good ones at that, but just friends nothing more. I am with a girl now and yea I can understand how too much sex could lead to a dull sex life definatly, I also agree about the license i'm going for mine october 5th. Thankfully now that college has been started I only see my girlfriend on the weekends and sometimes on a weekday or so. I don't mind her, but spending too much time with anyone can cause tension. Just added ya to my buddylist so if you pop on while i'm on I'll IM you. Talk to you then, ~Jeff

September 20, 2004 12:26 PM  

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