Been A Little While
I havent wrote in a while. Been real busy. My Best friend(Tiff who is also my ex) is giving me fits. I find her attractive, and I want to have sex with her. I just am not sure if thats what she wants. How do I go about finding out? I dont want to date her. Not right now. I know that she knows that. I just want to have sex with her. Shes cool shit. Ive loved hanging with her but I havent had to much time to hang out lately. But when we do its really nice. Ive been looking for someone like her, happy, and sweet, and giving all in one. But I still dont want to date her right now. I dont want to have the whole "friends with benefits" either. I just want to be friends, and maybe, occasionally have sex. I dont think there would be anything wrong with that. Weve been friends for almost 6 years. I think. Dont know exactly how long. But I dont think it would mess anything up. My ex has been stalking me. Shauna needs to get a life. Im going to change my number lol.
Ive been busy with my family. We are getting ready to have a big party for my grandmother. She is going to be 80. Lucky her. LOL, Ill fucking pass thanks. I dont want to turn 80. Please let me die before then. Shes a great woman for all the shit shes been through. Shes had a hard life. Believe it or not, shes even had a drug and alcohol problem. Can you imagine? Most people that age dont deal with those things. Shes had an amazing life. A husband found and lost during the same war. Still to this day she wears her wedding ring. A strong woman. If I loved someone as much as she did him, Im not sure I could survive. She told me part of the reason suicide wasnt an option for her is because it was so frowned on. Im glad she didnt. I need her. lol :)
No one has been noting me. I note all these people, and they all just leave me hanging. What the hell?!
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Ive been busy with my family. We are getting ready to have a big party for my grandmother. She is going to be 80. Lucky her. LOL, Ill fucking pass thanks. I dont want to turn 80. Please let me die before then. Shes a great woman for all the shit shes been through. Shes had a hard life. Believe it or not, shes even had a drug and alcohol problem. Can you imagine? Most people that age dont deal with those things. Shes had an amazing life. A husband found and lost during the same war. Still to this day she wears her wedding ring. A strong woman. If I loved someone as much as she did him, Im not sure I could survive. She told me part of the reason suicide wasnt an option for her is because it was so frowned on. Im glad she didnt. I need her. lol :)
No one has been noting me. I note all these people, and they all just leave me hanging. What the hell?!
posted by P at 7:15 PM
1 Comments:
Yea, it's surprising how much most old people go through and yet stay around for more. My great grandpa has had 4 wives and 2 girlfriends, he's outlived all of them. He has also lived through various sicknesses and such...i'm starting to think he's not human...maybe a robot or something programmed to fake illness so he blends in *nods* As for Tiff I'm not sure what to say, if she's understanding maybe suggest the idea to her or flirt and bring up the topic of sex to see where it goes. Otherwise I'm not really sure on what to suggest, I've done the dating with sex thing, the friends with benefits thing and right now I have a friend who I have sex with sometimes it gets into bad situations sometimes it goes smoothly, all depends on the relationships between the people. Anyways I gotta get going since i'm in class, I'll try to keep up with notes I tend to be one to just read and not note so if I go a while without notes it's not because I don't give a shit, I just probably read and then got distracted after reading the last word...short attention sp..................
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