If Only For A Little While

Alright... I talked to her. >.< It was a relativly embarassing conversationg. She wants to have sex. I want to have sex. So I guess that means we've had sex?! lol. It was nice. Its been I believe, 3-4 months since weve had sex. So this was nice. But I want write to much about it lol. I love my best friend. I dont want to date her, not right now anyways... give me several months. And she doesnt want to date me. I dont know if she means ever, or right now. It doesnt matter.
My grandmas birthday celebration went well. It was nice watching her face light up and such. I felt all good inside for doing something nice for her lol.
We have monday off from school which will be nice, because I need it off. School is so stressful. I swear I bitch like a female. Must be all the females Ive grown up with. My mom, my aunt, my grandmother. My dad died when I was really little, its sad I know, but I cant miss someone I never knew you know? But life has definatly been different being raised by females.
Im tired, so Im going to go. I have a long day tomorrow. Shit. :-p
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