Why Does It Have To Be Weird?
Alright so we did it. As I wrote in here before. But now it just seems weird. Its like she has things to say, she just doesnt say it. I want it to happen again. Not right now obviously. But again. I dont want to do it to much, like our problem was before. But I do want to do it. If it can work. If we can be friends and have sex, I think it will be good. I hope she feels the same.
This weekend sucks lol. I have no one to hang with. My Best and I want to hang, its just been slightly akward. Or however you spell it. Its just been plan out fucking weird. Someone tell me where to go from here?
My ex is bothering me. You would think from the way Ive talked about her in here, and I KNOW she reads this, she wouldnt want anything to do with me. But no, thats not the case. She keeps having these dramatic situations come up that calls my attention. She called me the other night telling me she had swallowed these pills or whatever. Well she came to my house and stayed. Of course that didnt go over well with my Best. She was a little pissed. I think she fears Im cuddling her and giving her love and things like that. But I dont cuddle her. I dont plan on having sex with her, and a relationship with others. She is my best, and I love her too. Maybe I should cuddle her and things. Not just use her for sex. (Note to readers, Im NOT using her. But Im aware thats how it could appear.) I should try it. Either way, my ex demands a lot of my attention. I should just cut that bitch lose.
Im tired. Holy crap. Night!
P
This weekend sucks lol. I have no one to hang with. My Best and I want to hang, its just been slightly akward. Or however you spell it. Its just been plan out fucking weird. Someone tell me where to go from here?
My ex is bothering me. You would think from the way Ive talked about her in here, and I KNOW she reads this, she wouldnt want anything to do with me. But no, thats not the case. She keeps having these dramatic situations come up that calls my attention. She called me the other night telling me she had swallowed these pills or whatever. Well she came to my house and stayed. Of course that didnt go over well with my Best. She was a little pissed. I think she fears Im cuddling her and giving her love and things like that. But I dont cuddle her. I dont plan on having sex with her, and a relationship with others. She is my best, and I love her too. Maybe I should cuddle her and things. Not just use her for sex. (Note to readers, Im NOT using her. But Im aware thats how it could appear.) I should try it. Either way, my ex demands a lot of my attention. I should just cut that bitch lose.
Im tired. Holy crap. Night!
posted by P at 1:59 AM
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U deleted my old comment. WTF? It is my business what you and your "best" is doing. Im supposed to be your friend to you know? My life is shit, and you just make it worse. Why the fuck do I bother with you?
Thats a good question. Why do you bother with me? Its not your business what happens between us. You make her feel like shit, and like she cant hang out with me. Shes willing to NOT be friends with me because of you. Go Away. I wont lose my best friend for you. 4-5 years for a couple of months? Shes been around a lot long then you have. Thanks.
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